sebelum aku ckp ape2..kat atas ni gamba masa kitorg di melaka..and gambar ni eksklusif sbb aku tak upload kat mana2 web even facebook skalipon..kat dlm blog ni je aku ltak :-)
Hari ni hari ahad, sepatotnya post ni dah wujud semalam..
tetapi atas sebab kemalasan jari jemari untuk menaip, aku minta penangguhan deadline terhadap diriku sendiri..eh kenapa aku bercakap dgn diri sendiri. walau apa pun..straight to the point
kalo korang tgk tarikh post sebelum ni dgn tarikh post ni..dah agak lama aku biarkan blog aku ni bersawang dgn sarang labah2..tapi aku tgk view pon ade jugak..tah ape yg dorg baca berulang2 kali pon ak tak taw,
Hari ni aku ade cerita pasal happiness dgn kenalan aku..emm teringat plak dlu ms aku sebok asyek jaga hati orang..tgk dorang happy lagi ok dari aku yg happy..kdg2 orang ckp aku ni lembut sgt, mber rosakkan psp aku x mintak ganti rugi pon..sbb aku xnak mmber aku tu risau aku mara dkat die..emm adakah itu dipanggil dayus..atawpon lembut, jangan dipanggil sotong sudah kerana sotong itu bagiku adalah pen-carut-an fizikal.

For me..if i could see everyone around me smiling and laughing happily with what ive done to them, ill feels even happier, because theres someone who appreciate me in their life.
maybe we dont know this yet..but theres always someone who loves to spend time with us.be it frenz..family..or ur special 1.
Hari tu ade orang pernah tanya pendapat aku "patot ke aku tinggalkan gf aku sbb die dah tade virgin" em die tya aku pon sbb die rase aku memahami..dlm blog aku byk kata2 semangat yg die praktikkan.
aku just jawap mgikut pengalaman yang aku pena dpt dlu

"would you do anything to restore her virginity?if ur answer is yes..then u should leaves her, but if ur answer is no.then u should keep her, bcoz if u wanted to restore her virginity, maksudnye ko x ikhlas dgn die..ko tya soalan patot ke tinggalkan die smata2 sbb die da tade virgin, dlu bile aku baru taw ex gf aku dlu xde virgin, of coz aku mara at 1st..but eventually rasa mara tu akan hilang, dan ko akan terima dia seadanya..only IF u loves her truly"

haha die ckp die rase nak nanges jek bile aku reply camtu..emm tapi papepon aku juz harap die bahagia jek dgn gf die tu..tade la cam aku neh..dlu cam sweetest couple..tp hanya Allah yg leh tentukan bahagia ataw tidak kan.

sekarang ni umur aku da 22..patotnye aku dah kene amek serius benda ni dan start cari psgn..
tapi aku rasa cam x ready je..dalam 2 tahun lpas..kbykan pompuan yg nak rapat dgn aku, aku hanya boleh aggap kwn jek..aku tak pndai nak mgorat pompuan, kdg2 gf kpd mmber2 aku pon x pcaye bile mber aku bwk aku lepak dgn dorg..dorg sume mula tgk mcm playboy konon..tp bile da lepak2 dorang ckp aku sombong sgt pulak haha..nak wat cane..aku jenis x suke bgaul sgt..kat kptm ni jek da bape ramai org yg kritik aku sombong sgt.
kalo korang nak aku murah dgn syuman korg kene sedekah la due tige ringgit ke..dpt duet free bergeraklah otot2 muka ni utk membentuk huruf U lebar di bahagian mulut.
btw hari ni aku nak share something yg agak menarik bagi aku..sebab aku minat rumah2 besar dan kereta2 besar ni..so aku fokus kat rumah yang TERMAHAL di DUNIA kepunyaan orang ke 9 terkaya di dunia yg terletak di Mumbai,India.





Rumah ni dianggarkan bernilai RM1,000,000,000 so pndai2 la kira bape byk kosong tu eh
antara ciri2 lain yang menarik pasal rumah ni

• 6 floors to park 168 cars.
• A separate floor for car maintenance on seventh floor.
• A mini-theatre (capacity 50) at the eighth floor.
• Around three to four floors serving as terrace gardens.
• Ninth floor will be used as emergency rescue.
• Tenth and eleventh floors as health clubs with a swimming pool and athletics facilities.
• The four floors at the top will be occupied by Mukesh Ambani, his wife Neeta Ambani, their three children and Mukesh's mother Kokilaben. It will provide beautiful view of the Arabian Sea and the city's skyline
• The top floor will be an Air Space Floor as a control room for the helicopters, with 3 helipads on top of this control room.
• It will have nine elevators.
• It requires 500 maids/servants
  

huhu rumah camni dah mgalahkan istana sultan brunei dah.harap2 la Tuan rumah dia bahagia dengan pilihan dia :-)
erm bagi aku..hidup bersederhana ni lagi bahagia kan..tak sebanyak ancama utk orang2 yang terlebih byk harta ni.
aku rasa aku lagi happy hidup low profile camni, dlu dpt pluang nk jadi model, aku tak pena trima..nk jadi pelakon memang tak la kan..penyanyi?kat dalam bilik karaoke je la kot. ade je kwn2 aku yg da msok bidang glamor ni..dan ade yg da tknal pon. tapi aku rasa da bsyukur la hidup mcm ni kan. apa2 pon harap2 sume kwn2 aku yg da glamor tu..jgn lupa diri..dan semoga berjaya la k :-)

emm papepon aku nak kongsi 1 video dgn korang..dlm video ni..kwn aku bagi video ni..masa aku ade byk masalah dan rasa nak give up, but im thankful now ive never gave up. because only God have the power to change my future, but it was me who will decide on my path.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H8ZuKF3dxCY

btw if ur my follower..u should know that i like to watch the stars..and last week..ade 1 hari ni langit penuh dgn bintang..aku smpai stop kete tepi jalan sbb nak tgk bintang.Emm u should try when u have a problems..pegi la kat tmpt2 atas bukit ke..then cube tgk bintang2 tu.maybe rasa tenang sikit macam aku :-)
so sampai ni je la post aku arini..harap2 pasni aku lagi rajin post2 kan .. goodnyte fella..twinkle2 little stars :-D

Goodluck in finding your way through this hell of a life. always cheering for your success :-)
"You can give in to the failure messages and be a bitter deadbeat of excuses. Or you can choose to be happy and positive and excited about life"

Today is like usual,just a ............ day
anyone who read my previous post will expect me to fill "boring" in that column,
sebenarnya hidup aku ni mmg selalu bosan,lebih2 lagi duduk rumah sewa,baru je 2 minggu
perabot pon tak banyak, duduk rumah lebih bosan dari menunggang kucing garfield yang sememangnya tidak boleh ditunggang.Duit deposit rumah ni pon pkai duit mmber aku dlu, aku x pena gitaw family aku, aku tanak dorang keluar duit da utk ak, nnt dapat cek MARA nnt aku bayar balek duit kwn aku, and after that, no more parents money :-)

Erm dkat kolej pon hidup aku mcm terbalik sket,tengok orang shooting filem kat kolej aku rasa nak tampor sorang2 bertalu2 tgk dorg bahagia jeles plak,eh ckp psal shooting ni teringat aku minggu lepas ms aku jalan nak pegi klas ade sorang crew penggambaran tu tgk aku atas smpai bwh pastu die ckp

"fuhh smart" tapi aku senyum je kat die pastu jalan pergi,sbb aku mmg x minat2 pon tgk org shooting lame2,nnt dorg perasan konon artis sume org nak mintak sign, kalo brad pitt leh la gak
pastu Arab yg jln lmbat sket dari aku kat blkg ckp yg die dengar org tu ckp aku ni boleh ganti hero haha mengarot jek, tak taw la aku Arab tipu ke tak, tapi selama aku kenal die..die tak penah tipu aku :-) kawan yg jujur mcm ni susa nak cari.

emm jap pas org tu puji ak tu..aku kan tgah senyum..terserempak dgn Azina lecturer account aku dulu,die tya ak nape la aku senyum sorang2 pastu aku pon ckp la org tu puji aku,then die reply "oh nasib baik sebab orang puji..kalau tibe2 senyum saya pon tak berani tegur"
Papepon..smpai tu je la..aku mmg x suke shooting2 ni..kalo dibayar pon tamo..aku ni cepat nervous..dan tak suke orang rmai tengok aku..rimas
sebelum ni pena gak dpt offer jadi model URS,teaser majalah Seventeen,Teaser majalah STV,Photoshoot,model fashion (yang ni die nk bayar rm 900 for 1 session,kalo aku mata duitan msti dah terima offer camni kan),emm paling baru ni jadi model sokongan iklan Twisties,yade gak yg representative dari company dorg nak offer aku melalui facebook,tapi sume tu ak x reply pon msg dorang..emm kalo bole nak je tulis kat about me tu
"NO MODELLING INVITATION"
tapi nnt orang ckp poyo lak kan,dkat blog yang ni je la aku boleh luahkan,papepon antara sume offer tu ade 1 je aku terima..model photoshoot kat depan Plaza Sungei Wang,tah nape 2 orang awek tu pilih nak tgkap gambar aku melompat2 pon ak tataw..yg aku taw,aku tpaksa setuju sbb ade 10+ mmber sekeliling torture aku suroh terima dorang mintak aku jadi model photoshoot haha

Minggu ni birthday Arab,aku jadi mastermind plan nak kenakan die..yang bestnye..ms kitorang baling tepung sume..die terkejut sbb x expect kitorang sume igt birthday die huhu
yg kecewanya..ade sesetengah kwn2 yang da lame kenal tapi sanggup luang ms dengan gf dari kawan..walaupon cuma 2 jam
sebab tu aku post kat facebook aku status yang berbunyi

"nowadays young couple just cant manage their time for bf/gf and their friends properly.Guys..bile korg ade mslah dgn kapel to whom do you usually confide your problems?rmmber,if u consider ur gf lagi pnting than ur mates,sure u need a psychologist,wats more important than ur frenz is not ur gf, its ur wife.Sebelom kawen, frenz is XTREMELY important,shall u be on my shoes before this,then u will feels the same way"

aku post status mcm tu harap dorg terbaca dan terasa sket..yela gf tu blum tentu kekal
tapi kwn kalo kita betul2 anggap dorang teman,dorang akan sntiasa bersama kita..erm cam dalam novel cintan cintun melayu jek ayat aku nih..

papepon aku teringat movie yang aku tengok semalam..The Butterfly Effects..
cite die sangat perfect dan best..aku sendiri kagum dgn director die cite tu mcm tade part yg bosan sumenye attractive..erm..dlm cite tu,bayang kan korang boleh kawal masa lepas ( bukan masa depan) tapi bile korang ubah masa lepas,masa depan pon kan berubah sekali...
aku tertarik dengan moral cite tu
"happiness can only be achieved through sacrifice"
aku sangat2 setuju dengan ayat ni..erm..kalo korang nak tengok cite ni..kat bwh ni ade download link..and trailer die..kalo ade password type "lucky"

Trailer

http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?unqimt3mkmz - part 1
http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?jmvdtm3gmzk - part 2
http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?tvmcznztmqm - part 3
http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?wngzzct2mjn - part 4
Password : lucky

So itu jelah post aku untuk hari ni...kakak aku dah panggil ajak makan kfc da kat bwh..kalo aku sambung lagi satu page mst da tinggal tulang dgn kerak bile ak turun bwh nnt..
so until then..remember happiness can only be achieved through sacrifice :-)
sacrifices a little times with your gf, for a sweet memories with your friends, eventough happiness may be temporary,Friends stay forever..if u call it friends forever...

OH MY GOD...Allah hehe..juz recovered back my old password juz now..quite difficult to crack the code tough and with that..im back on the track :-)

smlm kitorang wat reunion bukak pose dengan mmber2 skola se-batch dlu, sangat2 meriah dan best dpt jumpe kwn2 lame balek..ade yang da x cam da muke..
they also said that im different..more like a vampire now huhu..tadela dorang ckp muka da mcm Edward Cullen/Robert Pattinson...
huhu my frenz..my license tutor..my families..pon ckp mcm tu tah ape yang dorang nmpak samenye..

aku pon tak taw raya nak dekat..emm like usual..im a festive season hater so i dont really happy with this situation.. such days brings back alot of memories..of someone who has been gone forever..Al-Fatihah

papepon..ini adalah gambar2 event2 minggu ni huhu aku dah bulatkan muka2 aku disebabkan terdapat gambar yang saiznya sebesar2 lemon tapi orang nya sekecil2 durian..lets take a look
da 1st one is last night ifthar jam'ie iaitu buka puasa bersama student2 batch form 5 kitorang dlu

its been awhile since i last login into my account lol

and im here to mark an important event in my life..

actually juz back from 4 days 3 nights hiking at cameron highland..hosted by adventure club

wow..dah lame btol tak ikut rombongan orang yang tak kenal huhu

but its really fun with them..i got alot of new acquaitance too ^^

bought alot of strawberries and souvenir

haha siap beli bunga lagi tu..ade kat bwh ltak dlm baldi..yela bunga ape yang boleh idup tanpa air

bunga api jela kot..

ms mendaki tu kitorang duk blakang2..sbb nak tgkap gambar byk2..ade line polis tu kitorang cross pastu tgkap gambar buat2 mati..nmpak cam btol je kene bunuh dgn ade line warna kuning btulis "garisan polis" huhu

credit to kimi..

ahh..igt plak aku..ms nak balek tu kimi beli teddy bear..pastu orang len igt teddy bear tu aku punye

pastu aku pon bagi la name bobo..taw2 je ustat saiful duk kat seat belakang dengar..

die ckp "oo beli bunga siap bagi name kat teddy bear lagi..siap la ko kelas isnin nnt mmg kene la"

lmao bile die da join hiking tibe2 lupe die lecturer agama grup aku lol

biar la kan..buat ape nak malu kalo die gtaw org len pon..its not really bad to be sentimental dont u think

emm..and 1 more thing..ade mmber aku yg aku kenal agak lame gak masa hiking tu..name die jem

and smpat gak tgkap pic due tiga kali dgn die huhu..hey..kitorang kwn je..shes already hve bf la

kalo tade pon bukan aku nak pon..da tak minat pompuan da..err..dun get it wrong..im not gay..

but honestly its like i dun really trust girl after what happened before..

papepon..idup aku dah makin hepi..sentiasa je ade orang yang leh wat aku hepi..tak kira la mmber laki ke pompuan..they seems to care about me alot ^^

and ade some1 ni bagi aku satu lagu..lagu ni untuk sum1 yang hidup die tibe2 down..dun give up..

juz think that theres some1 watching over us..and we will feels safe and strong..

believe me..anything that comes across us..is juz a temporary..but it depends in that person wether to makes it permanent or not..

Please take a look at the songs and lyrics..and u will know what i mean

Hillary Duff - Someone Watching Over Me

Found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That someone's watching over
Someone's watching over
Someone's watching over me

what ever it is..please be strong

until then guyz :-)

hari ni aku baru balik dari hostel..sbb tu boleh on9

semalam on9 guna iphone mmber kat cafe..psstt..cafe tu kan..nasi goreng ikan masin die sedap bangat ^^

huhu alot of good things happen this week..

minggu ni aku dipuji oleh 2 orang lecturer sbb aku progress lagi cepat dari orang lain..and siap keje awal..huhu kan kat post lepas aku dah ckp kitorang kalo esok ade kelas..mlm tu kitorang study siap2 so esok cpat paham ape lecturer ajar..

minggu ni gak ade mmber aku puji aku makin hensem lol..malu lak..katanya muka aku dah licin and makin cerah...ye gunakanlah fair and lovely...lol gurau je la,cume muka aku licin sbb dah tak tensen mcm masa beberapa bulan lepas..skang ni aku dah ok..muka pon dah tak tumbuh pape..
tapi orang ckp aku dah berisi sekarang..lol siyesli aku makan byk gile kat hostel..tatau nape..mmg selera gile..mmber ckp kapasiti perot aku 200 gigabait..papepon leh isi huhu

and minggu ni gak la rmai orang puji baju sparuh kemeja separuh coat aku warna purple tu lawa..kakak aku..kelasmate aku..mmber aku..smpai awek mane tah aku tak kenal tga tunggu mber kat bus stop tibe2 puji huhu
mmber2 aku ada tya..kenapa aku tak pena layan mane2 gurl sekarang..yang nak kenal dgn aku pon aku jarang reply msg dorang,

tah..for me..aku mcm da tade perasaan nak kapel2 lagi da..
just nak study and belajar and berjaya..tu je yang aku pikey..so doakanlah sy byk2 ea

and ade satu lagi benda aku baru taw..bapak aku dah berenti merokok ^^

baik sgt lah tu...

minggu ni ade satu je benda tak baik yang berlaku kat aku...

masa kat kelas math aritu tibe2 jantung aku kene attack lagi..aku igt dah ok..mmber2 aku lak yang cuak gile siap nak anta aku gi hospital lak..papepon thanks to Faiz..hes a nice person enough to care for others

tapi hari tu je la..Alhamdulillah smpai skang dah takde

so sekarang ni..harap2 makin hari hidup aku makin senang..

aku nak bukak bisnes cpat2..and kaya cpat2..then leh la buat amal jariah sket sedekah kat korang sume ^^

so smpai sini je la luahan aku..kita sambung next time peace

sekarang ni susah betol nak on..dkat hostel wifi sucks

dkat umah weekend je la aku leh update menatang blog ni

and hari ini aku tergerak nak update sbb smlm aku dpt mimpi pelik

lOl

aku jadi specimen untuk orang jahat,pastu ade 2 orang ni protect aku..salah sorang ni plak tipu and betray aku..lol kelakar je kan..dlm mimpi tu aku dpt rasa aku kenal orang tu..lelaki..tapi bile bangun tak igt dah sape

mimpi ni nak bagitau aku jgn mudah percaya orang ke..even kwn sendiri..thats for me to guess

papepon skarang ni aku mmg dah susah percaya sape2..

hidup mcm ni mmg hepi..single better than double right??

aku dah lama tak rasa senang mcm ni..walaupon takde love tapi aku tak susah

sekarang ni aku bsemangat gile untuk truskan hidup dan belajar

azam aku tahun ni 4 flat..and takkan ponteng klas InsyaAllah

lol hari pertama belajar..malam tu aku dgn mmber trus wat study group discuss pastu siapkan keje die yang die tak suruh wat pon

pastu esoknya kitorang leh kua awal sbb dah siap..orang len kua kul 10.30 mcm bese haha

aku hepi sgt bile duduk kat hostel..roommate baru sgt baik..salah sorang dari dorang tu tua setahun dari aku

hari ini kitorang nak keluar..aku nak bwak dorang pusing2 kat times square..tmpat shopping aku huhu

nak tunjuk sket skrin movie terbesar kat southeast asia..IMAX

itu je lah aku nak cerita..idup ni ade naik turun dia..beberapa bulan lpas aku dah lalui penurunan

maybe sekarang ni lah masa untuk aku naik

and i cant wait to see whats next in my timeline :)

btw aku ada satu lagu baru yang jadi fav

bcoz aku mmg minat lagu2 yang kutuk sifat tak perikemanusiaan,perang,kekejaman,dan masyarakat yang dah naik gile...cheh beselah manusia akhir zaman

kalau pkey logik..negara yang lancarkan perang lagi teruk dari pembunuh

lagu ni menunjukkan yang satu hari nanti akan tiba juga hari dimana all people will say "i dont wanna fight no more"

hayati lirik dia and ambil pengajaran

ok thats it for today..cya later

One Day by Matisyahu

Sometimes I lay
Under the moon
And thank god I'm breathin'
Then I pray
Don't take me soon
'Cause I am here for a reason
Sometimes in my tears I drown
But I never let it get me down
So when negativity surrounds
I know some day it'll all turn around
Because
All my life I've been waiting for
I've been praying for
For the people to say
That we don't wanna fight no more
There'll be no more wars
And our children will play
One day x6
It's not about
Win or lose
'Cause we all lose
When they feed on
The souls of the innocent
Blood drenched pavement
Keep on moving though the waters stay ragin'
In this maze you can lose your way (your way)
Might drive you crazy
But don't let it faze you no way (no way)
Sometimes in my tears I drown
But I never let it get me down
So when negativity surrounds
I know some day it'll all turn around
Because
All my life I've been waiting for
I've been praying for
For the people to say
That we don't wanna fight no more
There'll be no more wars
And our children will play
One day x6
One day this all will change
Treat people the same
Stop with the violence
Down with the hate
One day we'll all be free
And proud to be
Under the same sun
Singing songs of freedom like...

Today its my birthday..but last night only 4 of my friends wish for it

3 of them was my bestfriends..and 1 of them is my girl bestfren,Epa from UIA

until now i befriend with her,bcoz she always keep in touch with me than any others

Yesterday im standing at my hostel balcony and watch the firecrackers..its nice to see from that view

At that moment i already thought that my bday is coming..but it will be juz another boring day..

i always wondering..why am i being born in the 1st place

Its just like a flowing river..sometimes its smooth and clean..sometimes its wavy and dirty

but my life just full of wavy and dirty moment,but im stil grateful that i have my friends always standing besides me when im down

Dia orang lah yang selalu bersama aku susah senang..how cant i be grateful..

hope that this friendship will last forever

So today i got nothing much to say..coz as i said..its just another boring day for me

but tomorrow..ill be happy coz something gonna happen..what is it??cant tell u huhu

Its so quiet..and silent..everybodies already asleep..

im still in front of my pc..just back from my balcony having nescafe while staring at the sky

tonights really peaceful and the stars looks beautiful..

i really likes this atmospheres..maybe sbb aku sukakan malam,bintang,dan suasana senyap and sepi mcm ni,waktu2 mcm ni lah aku rasa aku paling bertenaga huhu..

looking far from my balcony..i can see some firecrackers..dunno why it makes me sad..rmmber me of someone who has gone forever..because i rmmber hes the one brings so many firecrackers whenever festive season at my hometown..

Tonights im alone..no1 to talk..no1 to tell my stories..no1 to share problems..no1 to listen..its just me..and the stars,im listening to my mp3..the current songs is better days by goo goo dolls

lagu ni mmg buat aku bersemangat untuk move on lpas ape yg dah jadi dkat aku..better days..hari yang lebih baik sdg menunggu..aku takleh dibayangi masa lepas lagi..

sekarang ni ramai orang perasan aku dah berubah..aku jadi semakin murah dgn syuman..maybe dorang tak perasan mostly its just a fake smile..aku jadikan melukis hobi aku,and aku makin byk dengar lagu2 slow,aku jugak makin byk trmenung..tah la..so much things come across my mind..ramai orang ckp aku sekarang semakin happy dgn hidup aku,yeah..sometimes thats true..sometimes not,

tonight is a christmas night..aku ada satu impian ni..nak main salji kat jepun..and satu hari nnt aku harap ianya akan tercapai..its my dreams after all :)

so kat sini aku ade grab sket gambar christmas night at tokyo..why night?coz i love it more than daytime huhu..aku suke gelap dari cerah..sbb tu aku tak suke sgt bukak lampu kat bilik
btw here it is



sebenarnya aku suka sgt jepun..especially hokkaido..tmpat tu indah sgt..cantik..orang panggil "the land of flowers" sbb mmg cantik bunga2 kat sana

kat sini ade beberapa pic hokkaido..take a look and feels its beauties



Uish..best kan dpat pergi sana..aku memang suka tmpat yang nyaman and sepi,btul2 rasa tenang and aman..teringit sangat panjat gunung pastu kat puncak tu nak jerit kuat2 pastu dengar gema..huhu kelakar je..tapi mmg teringin lah..hmm nak dengar satu cerita pasal mountain?cuba fahami and hayati cerita ini k.aku sangat suke cerita ni sebab benda ni mmg betul..hidup itu adalah cermin kepada diri sendiri

"A son and his father were walking on the mountains.
Suddenly, his son falls, hurts himself and screams: "AAAhhhhhhhhhhh!!!"
To his surprise, he hears the voice repeating, somewhere in the mountain: "AAAhhhhhhhhhhh!!!"
Curious, he yells: "Who are you?"
He receives the answer: "Who are you?"
And then he screams to the mountain: "I admire you!"
The voice answers: "I admire you!"
Angered at the response, he screams: "Coward!"
He receives the answer: "Coward!"
He looks to his father and asks: "What's going on?"
The father smiles and says: "My son, pay attention."
Again the man screams: "You are a champion!"
The voice answers: "You are a champion!"
The boy is surprised, but does not understand.
Then the father explains: "People call this ECHO, but really this is LIFE.
It gives you back everything you say or do.
Our life is simply a reflection of our actions.
If you want more love in the world, create more love in your heart.
If you want more competence in your team, improve your competence.
This relationship applies to everything, in all aspects of life;
Life will give you back everything you have given to it."

YOUR LIFE IS NOT A COINCIDENCE. IT'S A REFLECTION OF YOU

Nowadays i already living myself a new life..tough its hard but i must try
a quotation said that if u having a problems..share it with someone whos already having a bigger problems than yours before,it really works

and Luckily..i also got some friends who have been in a worst condition than me before..thanks to teera and shereen..ur problems might be even heartbreaking than mine,but u survived the pain and living a peaceful and happy life now..just knowing that makes me calm and happy too : )

Yesterday i sleeps at 3 A:M
Earlier than before huh..opened my window and staring at the sky and starz...its really beautiful at a time like this..I started mumbling myself and tells my stories..eventough no one listening but i feels better that way..its like the stars itself is a listener..tapi sebelum tu kene lah kunci pintu dlu kang tibe2 family masuk tak pasal2 dorang ckp aku gile ke ape ckp sorang2 kul 3 pagi lmao

Tinggal lagi seminggu aku akan masuk kolej..semester baru dah nak start..habes rambut aku kene cut bagi pendek..wat check up lagi..kumpul cop pengesahan..faks borang lagi...
wow its so tough juz to prepare for it :(

Hari ini aku dengar balik lagu yang aku dengar masa someone yang aku sayang meninggalkan dunia buat selama2nya,Aku ingat lagi masa tu die meninggal masa aku form 5...

and aku ni bukan lah lelaki lembut tapi aku ni jenis yang selalu kasihankan orang..kadang2 tengok surat khabar mangsa perang pon aku leh titis air mata lol..sbb tu ler smpai sekarang aku tak pernah pukul orang..nak pukul pon tak smpai hati ler...so sbb ni lah aku selalu sedih masa orang tu meninggal dunia..kata doktor sakit jantung..sebab tu lah smpai skang aku benci rokok..tapi ms break aritu kan...aku ade mintak rokok dari mmber..nak cube leh ilangkan tensen ke tak..tapi tibe2 teringat pasal orang tu terus tak jadi smokes huhu

Its hard to live this life while being haunted by someone shadows..but life must be put on a front line..masa lepas hanyalah persediaan untuk kita lalui masa hadapan,ape2 yang terjadi ape yang penting adalah kita teruskan hidup..whatever it is..thats what makes us a fighter

Dulu aku pernah berharap..yang semua hidup yang aku lalui selama ini hanyalah satu mimpi..and bile aku bangun dari mimpi ni aku harap aku dkat atas katil tgah jalani hidup yang aman dan peaceful huhu merepek kan?

dulu i used to be an observer and a thinker of this world

sbb tu lah aku suka muzik2 bukan pasal love je..tapi pasal dunia ni..so dkat sini aku nak bagi satu lirik dari salah satu lagu favourite aku yang cite pasal dunia yang dah korup ni..have a look
(aku paling minat bait "is everybody going crazy" sbb aku setuju huhu)


Crazy - By Simple Plan

Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look, I see
Young girls dying to be on TV
They won't stop till they've reached their dreams

Diet pills, surgery
Photoshopped pictures in magazines
Telling them how they should be
It doesn't make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on?
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

I guess things are not how they used to be
There's no more normal families
Parents act like enemies
Making kids feel like it's World War III

No one cares, no one's there
I guess we're all just too damn busy
And money's our first priority
It doesn't make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on?
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

Is everybody going crazy?
Is everybody going crazy?

Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Rich guys driving big SUVs
While kids are starving in the streets

No one cares
No one likes to share
I guess life's unfair

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on?
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something, something is wrong

Is everybody going crazy?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on?
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

Ouch..while im typing this..my mind keeps doubted what im thinking for

apakah perasaan sebenar dalam hati aku???

masa ni aku dapat rasa 7 benda

Sakit,Sedih,Geram,Kasihan,Serba Salah,Happy,Bersemangat

What the hell is this feeling..no joke it is really my feelings right now

but whats the most deep is Happy dan Bersemangat...

I felt sad,hurt and angry bcoz of someone,i nearly leave her forever to avoid more sadness

but then rasa kasihan datang..and rasa serba salah mula membuatkan aku berikan dia peluang terakhir..

but i dont think i could stand any more sadness..this is the last chances for Her,and hopefully that she can use this chances wisely

what comes next is perasaan gembira dan bersemangat...

Dont know why..but lately i always YM with my frenz...she always gives me strength...

eventough she likes me but shes never hoping for my break up instead she always tells me to make up with my gf

unfortunately i cant say sape2 name kat sini...Biarlah hanya aku yang tahu

Tah nape..lepas aku dpt nasihat dan semangat..dari seorang kawan tu..tiba2 malam tadi aku mimpi...i cant tell what is that dreams but i can assure u..i woke up this morning with full of spirit..

i want to forget the past..forget the sadness..forget what everyone did to me that hurts me..

its like a new world..This is a Dreams that i hoped for..this a dreams that ive been waiting for..

After this it will be the time of my life...So aku dah cari satu lagu yang sesuai dan sangat kena dgn aku...

I've been waiting for my dreams
To turn into something i could believe in
And looking for the magic rainbow
On the horizon,I couldn't see it

Until I let go,Gave into love
and watched all the bitterness burn
Now I'm coming alive
Body and soul
And feelin' my world start to turn

And I'll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time
To be more than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life

Holding onto things that vanished
Into the air
Left me in pieces
But now I'm rising from the ashes
Finding my wings
And all that I needed
Was there all along
Within my reach
As close as the beat of my heart

So I'll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time to be
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life

And I'm out on the edge of forever
Ready to run
I'm keeping my feet on the ground
My arms open wide
My face to the sun

I'll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time to be
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know
This is the time
This is the time of my life.

And for the Ends..i just hope more happiness will come into my life...Pray for that always Amin

and FYI this month at 28 ill study at a new places

Maybe a new place to study might changes my life forever,who knows..

but after all..only 1 things stand in my way..dlm seminggu ni jantung aku asyek dpt attack..

setiap kali aku rasa sakit aku akan cpat2 masuk bilek and kunci pintu...tanak sape2 pon risaukan aku...

Dulu penyakit ni sgt menakutkan aku..but now i dont really fear that anymore...i didnt even know wether i can survive or not but i still wanna try my best..lets God decide my fate..