Nowadays i already living myself a new life..tough its hard but i must try
a quotation said that if u having a problems..share it with someone whos already having a bigger problems than yours before,it really works

and Luckily..i also got some friends who have been in a worst condition than me before..thanks to teera and shereen..ur problems might be even heartbreaking than mine,but u survived the pain and living a peaceful and happy life now..just knowing that makes me calm and happy too : )

Yesterday i sleeps at 3 A:M
Earlier than before huh..opened my window and staring at the sky and starz...its really beautiful at a time like this..I started mumbling myself and tells my stories..eventough no one listening but i feels better that way..its like the stars itself is a listener..tapi sebelum tu kene lah kunci pintu dlu kang tibe2 family masuk tak pasal2 dorang ckp aku gile ke ape ckp sorang2 kul 3 pagi lmao

Tinggal lagi seminggu aku akan masuk kolej..semester baru dah nak start..habes rambut aku kene cut bagi pendek..wat check up lagi..kumpul cop pengesahan..faks borang lagi...
wow its so tough juz to prepare for it :(

Hari ini aku dengar balik lagu yang aku dengar masa someone yang aku sayang meninggalkan dunia buat selama2nya,Aku ingat lagi masa tu die meninggal masa aku form 5...

and aku ni bukan lah lelaki lembut tapi aku ni jenis yang selalu kasihankan orang..kadang2 tengok surat khabar mangsa perang pon aku leh titis air mata lol..sbb tu ler smpai sekarang aku tak pernah pukul orang..nak pukul pon tak smpai hati ler...so sbb ni lah aku selalu sedih masa orang tu meninggal dunia..kata doktor sakit jantung..sebab tu lah smpai skang aku benci rokok..tapi ms break aritu kan...aku ade mintak rokok dari mmber..nak cube leh ilangkan tensen ke tak..tapi tibe2 teringat pasal orang tu terus tak jadi smokes huhu

Its hard to live this life while being haunted by someone shadows..but life must be put on a front line..masa lepas hanyalah persediaan untuk kita lalui masa hadapan,ape2 yang terjadi ape yang penting adalah kita teruskan hidup..whatever it is..thats what makes us a fighter

Dulu aku pernah berharap..yang semua hidup yang aku lalui selama ini hanyalah satu mimpi..and bile aku bangun dari mimpi ni aku harap aku dkat atas katil tgah jalani hidup yang aman dan peaceful huhu merepek kan?

dulu i used to be an observer and a thinker of this world

sbb tu lah aku suka muzik2 bukan pasal love je..tapi pasal dunia ni..so dkat sini aku nak bagi satu lirik dari salah satu lagu favourite aku yang cite pasal dunia yang dah korup ni..have a look
(aku paling minat bait "is everybody going crazy" sbb aku setuju huhu)


Crazy - By Simple Plan

Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look, I see
Young girls dying to be on TV
They won't stop till they've reached their dreams

Diet pills, surgery
Photoshopped pictures in magazines
Telling them how they should be
It doesn't make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on?
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

I guess things are not how they used to be
There's no more normal families
Parents act like enemies
Making kids feel like it's World War III

No one cares, no one's there
I guess we're all just too damn busy
And money's our first priority
It doesn't make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on?
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

Is everybody going crazy?
Is everybody going crazy?

Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Rich guys driving big SUVs
While kids are starving in the streets

No one cares
No one likes to share
I guess life's unfair

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on?
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something, something is wrong

Is everybody going crazy?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on?
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong