Keep walking,because thats just how we deal with someone called "LIFE"

Living this life while watching them happy is enough for me :-)

2011-06-11T14:47:00.000-07:00

sebelum aku ckp ape2..kat atas ni gamba masa kitorg di melaka..and gambar ni eksklusif sbb aku tak upload kat mana2 web even facebook skalipon..kat dlm blog ni je aku ltak :-)
Hari ni hari ahad, sepatotnya post ni dah wujud semalam..
tetapi atas sebab kemalasan jari jemari untuk menaip, aku minta penangguhan deadline terhadap diriku sendiri..eh kenapa aku bercakap dgn diri sendiri. walau apa pun..straight to the point
kalo korang tgk tarikh post sebelum ni dgn tarikh post ni..dah agak lama aku biarkan blog aku ni bersawang dgn sarang labah2..tapi aku tgk view pon ade jugak..tah ape yg dorg baca berulang2 kali pon ak tak taw,
Hari ni aku ade cerita pasal happiness dgn kenalan aku..emm teringat plak dlu ms aku sebok asyek jaga hati orang..tgk dorang happy lagi ok dari aku yg happy..kdg2 orang ckp aku ni lembut sgt, mber rosakkan psp aku x mintak ganti rugi pon..sbb aku xnak mmber aku tu risau aku mara dkat die..emm adakah itu dipanggil dayus..atawpon lembut, jangan dipanggil sotong sudah kerana sotong itu bagiku adalah pen-carut-an fizikal.

For me..if i could see everyone around me smiling and laughing happily with what ive done to them, ill feels even happier, because theres someone who appreciate me in their life.
maybe we dont know this yet..but theres always someone who loves to spend time with us.be it frenz..family..or ur special 1.
Hari tu ade orang pernah tanya pendapat aku "patot ke aku tinggalkan gf aku sbb die dah tade virgin" em die tya aku pon sbb die rase aku memahami..dlm blog aku byk kata2 semangat yg die praktikkan.
aku just jawap mgikut pengalaman yang aku pena dpt dlu

"would you do anything to restore her virginity?if ur answer is yes..then u should leaves her, but if ur answer is no.then u should keep her, bcoz if u wanted to restore her virginity, maksudnye ko x ikhlas dgn die..ko tya soalan patot ke tinggalkan die smata2 sbb die da tade virgin, dlu bile aku baru taw ex gf aku dlu xde virgin, of coz aku mara at 1st..but eventually rasa mara tu akan hilang, dan ko akan terima dia seadanya..only IF u loves her truly"

haha die ckp die rase nak nanges jek bile aku reply camtu..emm tapi papepon aku juz harap die bahagia jek dgn gf die tu..tade la cam aku neh..dlu cam sweetest couple..tp hanya Allah yg leh tentukan bahagia ataw tidak kan.

sekarang ni umur aku da 22..patotnye aku dah kene amek serius benda ni dan start cari psgn..
tapi aku rasa cam x ready je..dalam 2 tahun lpas..kbykan pompuan yg nak rapat dgn aku, aku hanya boleh aggap kwn jek..aku tak pndai nak mgorat pompuan, kdg2 gf kpd mmber2 aku pon x pcaye bile mber aku bwk aku lepak dgn dorg..dorg sume mula tgk mcm playboy konon..tp bile da lepak2 dorang ckp aku sombong sgt pulak haha..nak wat cane..aku jenis x suke bgaul sgt..kat kptm ni jek da bape ramai org yg kritik aku sombong sgt.
kalo korang nak aku murah dgn syuman korg kene sedekah la due tige ringgit ke..dpt duet free bergeraklah otot2 muka ni utk membentuk huruf U lebar di bahagian mulut.
btw hari ni aku nak share something yg agak menarik bagi aku..sebab aku minat rumah2 besar dan kereta2 besar ni..so aku fokus kat rumah yang TERMAHAL di DUNIA kepunyaan orang ke 9 terkaya di dunia yg terletak di Mumbai,India.

Rumah ni dianggarkan bernilai RM1,000,000,000 so pndai2 la kira bape byk kosong tu eh
antara ciri2 lain yang menarik pasal rumah ni

6 floors to park 168 cars.
A separate floor for car maintenance on seventh floor.
A mini-theatre (capacity 50) at the eighth floor.
Around three to four floors serving as terrace gardens.
Ninth floor will be used as emergency rescue.
Tenth and eleventh floors as health clubs with a swimming pool and athletics facilities.
The four floors at the top will be occupied by Mukesh Ambani, his wife Neeta Ambani, their three children and Mukesh's mother Kokilaben. It will provide beautiful view of the Arabian Sea and the city's skyline
The top floor will be an Air Space Floor as a control room for the helicopters, with 3 helipads on top of this control room.
It will have nine elevators.
It requires 500 maids/servants

huhu rumah camni dah mgalahkan istana sultan brunei dah.harap2 la Tuan rumah dia bahagia dengan pilihan dia :-)
erm bagi aku..hidup bersederhana ni lagi bahagia kan..tak sebanyak ancama utk orang2 yang terlebih byk harta ni.
aku rasa aku lagi happy hidup low profile camni, dlu dpt pluang nk jadi model, aku tak pena trima..nk jadi pelakon memang tak la kan..penyanyi?kat dalam bilik karaoke je la kot. ade je kwn2 aku yg da msok bidang glamor ni..dan ade yg da tknal pon. tapi aku rasa da bsyukur la hidup mcm ni kan. apa2 pon harap2 sume kwn2 aku yg da glamor tu..jgn lupa diri..dan semoga berjaya la k :-)

emm papepon aku nak kongsi 1 video dgn korang..dlm video ni..kwn aku bagi video ni..masa aku ade byk masalah dan rasa nak give up, but im thankful now ive never gave up. because only God have the power to change my future, but it was me who will decide on my path.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H8ZuKF3dxCY

btw if ur my follower..u should know that i like to watch the stars..and last week..ade 1 hari ni langit penuh dgn bintang..aku smpai stop kete tepi jalan sbb nak tgk bintang.Emm u should try when u have a problems..pegi la kat tmpt2 atas bukit ke..then cube tgk bintang2 tu.maybe rasa tenang sikit macam aku :-)
so sampai ni je la post aku arini..harap2 pasni aku lagi rajin post2 kan .. goodnyte fella..twinkle2 little stars :-D

Goodluck in finding your way through this hell of a life. always cheering for your success :-)
"You can give in to the failure messages and be a bitter deadbeat of excuses. Or you can choose to be happy and positive and excited about life"

New Year, New Home, New Life

2011-01-22T06:33:00.000-08:00

HAPPINESS IS JUST TEMPORARY,FRIENDS STAYS FOREVER
Highlight today - Arab's Birthday captured at 1 a:m 20th January

Today is like usual,just a ............ day
anyone who read my previous post will expect me to fill "boring" in that column,
sebenarnya hidup aku ni mmg selalu bosan,lebih2 lagi duduk rumah sewa,baru je 2 minggu
perabot pon tak banyak, duduk rumah lebih bosan dari menunggang kucing garfield yang sememangnya tidak boleh ditunggang.Duit deposit rumah ni pon pkai duit mmber aku dlu, aku x pena gitaw family aku, aku tanak dorang keluar duit da utk ak, nnt dapat cek MARA nnt aku bayar balek duit kwn aku, and after that, no more parents money :-)

Erm dkat kolej pon hidup aku mcm terbalik sket,tengok orang shooting filem kat kolej aku rasa nak tampor sorang2 bertalu2 tgk dorg bahagia jeles plak,eh ckp psal shooting ni teringat aku minggu lepas ms aku jalan nak pegi klas ade sorang crew penggambaran tu tgk aku atas smpai bwh pastu die ckp

"fuhh smart" tapi aku senyum je kat die pastu jalan pergi,sbb aku mmg x minat2 pon tgk org shooting lame2,nnt dorg perasan konon artis sume org nak mintak sign, kalo brad pitt leh la gak
pastu Arab yg jln lmbat sket dari aku kat blkg ckp yg die dengar org tu ckp aku ni boleh ganti hero haha mengarot jek, tak taw la aku Arab tipu ke tak, tapi selama aku kenal die..die tak penah tipu aku :-) kawan yg jujur mcm ni susa nak cari.

emm jap pas org tu puji ak tu..aku kan tgah senyum..terserempak dgn Azina lecturer account aku dulu,die tya ak nape la aku senyum sorang2 pastu aku pon ckp la org tu puji aku,then die reply "oh nasib baik sebab orang puji..kalau tibe2 senyum saya pon tak berani tegur"
Papepon..smpai tu je la..aku mmg x suke shooting2 ni..kalo dibayar pon tamo..aku ni cepat nervous..dan tak suke orang rmai tengok aku..rimas
sebelum ni pena gak dpt offer jadi model URS,teaser majalah Seventeen,Teaser majalah STV,Photoshoot,model fashion (yang ni die nk bayar rm 900 for 1 session,kalo aku mata duitan msti dah terima offer camni kan),emm paling baru ni jadi model sokongan iklan Twisties,yade gak yg representative dari company dorg nak offer aku melalui facebook,tapi sume tu ak x reply pon msg dorang..emm kalo bole nak je tulis kat about me tu
"NO MODELLING INVITATION"
tapi nnt orang ckp poyo lak kan,dkat blog yang ni je la aku boleh luahkan,papepon antara sume offer tu ade 1 je aku terima..model photoshoot kat depan Plaza Sungei Wang,tah nape 2 orang awek tu pilih nak tgkap gambar aku melompat2 pon ak tataw..yg aku taw,aku tpaksa setuju sbb ade 10+ mmber sekeliling torture aku suroh terima dorang mintak aku jadi model photoshoot haha

Minggu ni birthday Arab,aku jadi mastermind plan nak kenakan die..yang bestnye..ms kitorang baling tepung sume..die terkejut sbb x expect kitorang sume igt birthday die huhu
yg kecewanya..ade sesetengah kwn2 yang da lame kenal tapi sanggup luang ms dengan gf dari kawan..walaupon cuma 2 jam
sebab tu aku post kat facebook aku status yang berbunyi

"nowadays young couple just cant manage their time for bf/gf and their friends properly.Guys..bile korg ade mslah dgn kapel to whom do you usually confide your problems?rmmber,if u consider ur gf lagi pnting than ur mates,sure u need a psychologist,wats more important than ur frenz is not ur gf, its ur wife.Sebelom kawen, frenz is XTREMELY important,shall u be on my shoes before this,then u will feels the same way"

aku post status mcm tu harap dorg terbaca dan terasa sket..yela gf tu blum tentu kekal
tapi kwn kalo kita betul2 anggap dorang teman,dorang akan sntiasa bersama kita..erm cam dalam novel cintan cintun melayu jek ayat aku nih..

papepon aku teringat movie yang aku tengok semalam..The Butterfly Effects..
cite die sangat perfect dan best..aku sendiri kagum dgn director die cite tu mcm tade part yg bosan sumenye attractive..erm..dlm cite tu,bayang kan korang boleh kawal masa lepas ( bukan masa depan) tapi bile korang ubah masa lepas,masa depan pon kan berubah sekali...
aku tertarik dengan moral cite tu
"happiness can only be achieved through sacrifice"
aku sangat2 setuju dengan ayat ni..erm..kalo korang nak tengok cite ni..kat bwh ni ade download link..and trailer die..kalo ade password type "lucky"

Trailer

http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?unqimt3mkmz - part 1
http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?jmvdtm3gmzk - part 2
http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?tvmcznztmqm - part 3
http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?wngzzct2mjn - part 4
Password : lucky

So itu jelah post aku untuk hari ni...kakak aku dah panggil ajak makan kfc da kat bwh..kalo aku sambung lagi satu page mst da tinggal tulang dgn kerak bile ak turun bwh nnt..
so until then..remember happiness can only be achieved through sacrifice :-)
sacrifices a little times with your gf, for a sweet memories with your friends, eventough happiness may be temporary,Friends stay forever..if u call it friends forever...

Smile, because this life is fun with them,
Laugh,because this life is funny with them,
Enjoy,because this life is happier with them,
Friends,is just someone that u cant live without

Returns...

2010-09-05T11:25:00.000-07:00

OH MY GOD...Allah hehe..juz recovered back my old password juz now..quite difficult to crack the code tough and with that..im back on the track :-)

smlm kitorang wat reunion bukak pose dengan mmber2 skola se-batch dlu, sangat2 meriah dan best dpt jumpe kwn2 lame balek..ade yang da x cam da muke..
they also said that im different..more like a vampire now huhu..tadela dorang ckp muka da mcm Edward Cullen/Robert Pattinson...
huhu my frenz..my license tutor..my families..pon ckp mcm tu tah ape yang dorang nmpak samenye..

aku pon tak taw raya nak dekat..emm like usual..im a festive season hater so i dont really happy with this situation.. such days brings back alot of memories..of someone who has been gone forever..Al-Fatihah

papepon..ini adalah gambar2 event2 minggu ni huhu aku dah bulatkan muka2 aku disebabkan terdapat gambar yang saiznya sebesar2 lemon tapi orang nya sekecil2 durian..lets take a look
da 1st one is last night ifthar jam'ie iaitu buka puasa bersama student2 batch form 5 kitorang dlu

tengokla betapa kecilnya aku dibandingkan dengan mereka semua

ha yang ni tuan rumahnye Syarief...yang kanan tu...ms kat asrama dlu aku la kwn pertama die sbb die duduk katil atas aku..rumah die besar gile..siap ade kete AUDI fav aku lagi tu..anak orang kaya la katakan..yang kiri tu penolong ketua pengawas dulu name syahira..esoknye tu bday die so kitorang pon celebrate la skali..dala aku dpt kek kecik je :-(

huhu pic ni dgn yang atas tak same ea..yang bwh tu aku senyum sket..yang belah kanan skali tu rmbot pnjg cam awek tu bestfren aku paling rapat masa kat skola dulu..duduk sebelah aku dlm kelas..kalo aku duduk dengan die mst gelak je memanjang..kitorang cite mengarot dari songkok pak halim smpailah naruto,bestfriends forever huhu

Ha yang ni tuan rumah dengan gundik2nya haha..dlu kelas yang ade pompuan batch aku 1 kelas je so tak rmai la yg ade..tapi Alhamdulillah ade jugak yg dtg...

Yang ni kawan rapat tuan rumah..kira dorang selalu lepak la wlaupon da abes skolah...yang belah kiri tu junior kitorang dlu..ade skandal la tu dgn faisal ni

Ha yang ni gambar sepatutnya 4 orang pompuan tu jek..tibe2 ade sorang masuk..pastu yang len2 dok tolak aku masuk gak..last dari 4 orang jadi sarang tebuan nih

Huhu atas ni la gamba terbaik dan akan dikenang sebab 1st time aku pose kua lidah..yela da sume orang pon kua lidah aku pon join jela nnt ckp kedekut lidah lak kan huhu..

Ha yang kat bwh ni plak ms kitorang bukak pose bersama Arab,Paan dan rakan2 di Alamanda Putrajaya

Huhu style yg aku wat tu sebenanye mmber aku dkat uia slalu wat..saje je aku test tgk comel ke tak..tgk2 dorang ckp comel gile huhu aku pon upload jela skali

Everything that happens always have a meaning..like me..at this time its already 4:40 AM but im still awake..for what??for something that u read juz now..it was all meaningful for me..
life is a reflection..what we think of it might produce outcome based on our thinking itself...
thanks everyone yang pergi bukak pose dkat rumah syarief..
aku bersyukur dpt sekolah dengan dorang dlu..sbb kitorang skolah lelaki dulu la friendship kitorang kuat huhu..they said the bond between true friends is the trust and the loyalty,so backstabbers confirm2 out...tapi setakat ni korang sume yg dtg masa bukak pose tu..wlau ape sala korang pon aku tak penah simpan..papepon juz remember that u all are my
BEST FRIENDS FOREVER

An Enjoyable HolidaY -

2010-02-17T11:14:00.000-08:00

its been awhile since i last login into my account lol

and im here to mark an important event in my life..

actually juz back from 4 days 3 nights hiking at cameron highland..hosted by adventure club

wow..dah lame btol tak ikut rombongan orang yang tak kenal huhu

but its really fun with them..i got alot of new acquaitance too ^^

bought alot of strawberries and souvenir

haha siap beli bunga lagi tu..ade kat bwh ltak dlm baldi..yela bunga ape yang boleh idup tanpa air

bunga api jela kot..

ms mendaki tu kitorang duk blakang2..sbb nak tgkap gambar byk2..ade line polis tu kitorang cross pastu tgkap gambar buat2 mati..nmpak cam btol je kene bunuh dgn ade line warna kuning btulis "garisan polis" huhu

credit to kimi..

ahh..igt plak aku..ms nak balek tu kimi beli teddy bear..pastu orang len igt teddy bear tu aku punye

pastu aku pon bagi la name bobo..taw2 je ustat saiful duk kat seat belakang dengar..

die ckp "oo beli bunga siap bagi name kat teddy bear lagi..siap la ko kelas isnin nnt mmg kene la"

lmao bile die da join hiking tibe2 lupe die lecturer agama grup aku lol

biar la kan..buat ape nak malu kalo die gtaw org len pon..its not really bad to be sentimental dont u think

emm..and 1 more thing..ade mmber aku yg aku kenal agak lame gak masa hiking tu..name die jem

and smpat gak tgkap pic due tiga kali dgn die huhu..hey..kitorang kwn je..shes already hve bf la

kalo tade pon bukan aku nak pon..da tak minat pompuan da..err..dun get it wrong..im not gay..

but honestly its like i dun really trust girl after what happened before..

papepon..idup aku dah makin hepi..sentiasa je ade orang yang leh wat aku hepi..tak kira la mmber laki ke pompuan..they seems to care about me alot ^^

and ade some1 ni bagi aku satu lagu..lagu ni untuk sum1 yang hidup die tibe2 down..dun give up..

juz think that theres some1 watching over us..and we will feels safe and strong..

believe me..anything that comes across us..is juz a temporary..but it depends in that person wether to makes it permanent or not..

Please take a look at the songs and lyrics..and u will know what i mean

Hillary Duff - Someone Watching Over Me

Found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That someone's watching over
Someone's watching over
Someone's watching over me

what ever it is..please be strong

until then guyz :-)

On a Second tought

2010-01-15T08:06:00.000-08:00

hari ni aku baru balik dari hostel..sbb tu boleh on9

semalam on9 guna iphone mmber kat cafe..psstt..cafe tu kan..nasi goreng ikan masin die sedap bangat ^^

huhu alot of good things happen this week..

minggu ni aku dipuji oleh 2 orang lecturer sbb aku progress lagi cepat dari orang lain..and siap keje awal..huhu kan kat post lepas aku dah ckp kitorang kalo esok ade kelas..mlm tu kitorang study siap2 so esok cpat paham ape lecturer ajar..

minggu ni gak ade mmber aku puji aku makin hensem lol..malu lak..katanya muka aku dah licin and makin cerah...ye gunakanlah fair and lovely...lol gurau je la,cume muka aku licin sbb dah tak tensen mcm masa beberapa bulan lepas..skang ni aku dah ok..muka pon dah tak tumbuh pape..
tapi orang ckp aku dah berisi sekarang..lol siyesli aku makan byk gile kat hostel..tatau nape..mmg selera gile..mmber ckp kapasiti perot aku 200 gigabait..papepon leh isi huhu

and minggu ni gak la rmai orang puji baju sparuh kemeja separuh coat aku warna purple tu lawa..kakak aku..kelasmate aku..mmber aku..smpai awek mane tah aku tak kenal tga tunggu mber kat bus stop tibe2 puji huhu
mmber2 aku ada tya..kenapa aku tak pena layan mane2 gurl sekarang..yang nak kenal dgn aku pon aku jarang reply msg dorang,

tah..for me..aku mcm da tade perasaan nak kapel2 lagi da..
just nak study and belajar and berjaya..tu je yang aku pikey..so doakanlah sy byk2 ea

and ade satu lagi benda aku baru taw..bapak aku dah berenti merokok ^^

baik sgt lah tu...

minggu ni ade satu je benda tak baik yang berlaku kat aku...

masa kat kelas math aritu tibe2 jantung aku kene attack lagi..aku igt dah ok..mmber2 aku lak yang cuak gile siap nak anta aku gi hospital lak..papepon thanks to Faiz..hes a nice person enough to care for others

tapi hari tu je la..Alhamdulillah smpai skang dah takde

so sekarang ni..harap2 makin hari hidup aku makin senang..

aku nak bukak bisnes cpat2..and kaya cpat2..then leh la buat amal jariah sket sedekah kat korang sume ^^

so smpai sini je la luahan aku..kita sambung next time peace

Happier THAN ever

2010-01-09T16:27:00.000-08:00

sekarang ni susah betol nak on..dkat hostel wifi sucks

dkat umah weekend je la aku leh update menatang blog ni

and hari ini aku tergerak nak update sbb smlm aku dpt mimpi pelik

lOl

aku jadi specimen untuk orang jahat,pastu ade 2 orang ni protect aku..salah sorang ni plak tipu and betray aku..lol kelakar je kan..dlm mimpi tu aku dpt rasa aku kenal orang tu..lelaki..tapi bile bangun tak igt dah sape

mimpi ni nak bagitau aku jgn mudah percaya orang ke..even kwn sendiri..thats for me to guess

papepon skarang ni aku mmg dah susah percaya sape2..

hidup mcm ni mmg hepi..single better than double right??

aku dah lama tak rasa senang mcm ni..walaupon takde love tapi aku tak susah

sekarang ni aku bsemangat gile untuk truskan hidup dan belajar

azam aku tahun ni 4 flat..and takkan ponteng klas InsyaAllah

lol hari pertama belajar..malam tu aku dgn mmber trus wat study group discuss pastu siapkan keje die yang die tak suruh wat pon

pastu esoknya kitorang leh kua awal sbb dah siap..orang len kua kul 10.30 mcm bese haha

aku hepi sgt bile duduk kat hostel..roommate baru sgt baik..salah sorang dari dorang tu tua setahun dari aku

hari ini kitorang nak keluar..aku nak bwak dorang pusing2 kat times square..tmpat shopping aku huhu

nak tunjuk sket skrin movie terbesar kat southeast asia..IMAX

itu je lah aku nak cerita..idup ni ade naik turun dia..beberapa bulan lpas aku dah lalui penurunan

maybe sekarang ni lah masa untuk aku naik

and i cant wait to see whats next in my timeline :)

btw aku ada satu lagu baru yang jadi fav

bcoz aku mmg minat lagu2 yang kutuk sifat tak perikemanusiaan,perang,kekejaman,dan masyarakat yang dah naik gile...cheh beselah manusia akhir zaman

kalau pkey logik..negara yang lancarkan perang lagi teruk dari pembunuh

lagu ni menunjukkan yang satu hari nanti akan tiba juga hari dimana all people will say "i dont wanna fight no more"

hayati lirik dia and ambil pengajaran

ok thats it for today..cya later

One Day by Matisyahu

Sometimes I lay
Under the moon
And thank god I'm breathin'
Then I pray
Don't take me soon
'Cause I am here for a reason
Sometimes in my tears I drown
But I never let it get me down
So when negativity surrounds
I know some day it'll all turn around
Because
All my life I've been waiting for
I've been praying for
For the people to say
That we don't wanna fight no more
There'll be no more wars
And our children will play
One day x6
It's not about
Win or lose
'Cause we all lose
When they feed on
The souls of the innocent
Blood drenched pavement
Keep on moving though the waters stay ragin'
In this maze you can lose your way (your way)
Might drive you crazy
But don't let it faze you no way (no way)
Sometimes in my tears I drown
But I never let it get me down
So when negativity surrounds
I know some day it'll all turn around
Because
All my life I've been waiting for
I've been praying for
For the people to say
That we don't wanna fight no more
There'll be no more wars
And our children will play
One day x6
One day this all will change
Treat people the same
Stop with the violence
Down with the hate
One day we'll all be free
And proud to be
Under the same sun
Singing songs of freedom like...

2 January 1989 - 2 January 2010 = 21 years old

2010-01-02T06:24:00.001-08:00

Today its my birthday..but last night only 4 of my friends wish for it

3 of them was my bestfriends..and 1 of them is my girl bestfren,Epa from UIA

until now i befriend with her,bcoz she always keep in touch with me than any others

Yesterday im standing at my hostel balcony and watch the firecrackers..its nice to see from that view

At that moment i already thought that my bday is coming..but it will be juz another boring day..

i always wondering..why am i being born in the 1st place

Its just like a flowing river..sometimes its smooth and clean..sometimes its wavy and dirty

but my life just full of wavy and dirty moment,but im stil grateful that i have my friends always standing besides me when im down

Dia orang lah yang selalu bersama aku susah senang..how cant i be grateful..

hope that this friendship will last forever

So today i got nothing much to say..coz as i said..its just another boring day for me

but tomorrow..ill be happy coz something gonna happen..what is it??cant tell u huhu

Christmas Night-A Peaceful and Silent Night

2009-12-25T11:22:00.001-08:00

Its so quiet..and silent..everybodies already asleep..

im still in front of my pc..just back from my balcony having nescafe while staring at the sky

tonights really peaceful and the stars looks beautiful..

i really likes this atmospheres..maybe sbb aku sukakan malam,bintang,dan suasana senyap and sepi mcm ni,waktu2 mcm ni lah aku rasa aku paling bertenaga huhu..

looking far from my balcony..i can see some firecrackers..dunno why it makes me sad..rmmber me of someone who has gone forever..because i rmmber hes the one brings so many firecrackers whenever festive season at my hometown..

Tonights im alone..no1 to talk..no1 to tell my stories..no1 to share problems..no1 to listen..its just me..and the stars,im listening to my mp3..the current songs is better days by goo goo dolls

lagu ni mmg buat aku bersemangat untuk move on lpas ape yg dah jadi dkat aku..better days..hari yang lebih baik sdg menunggu..aku takleh dibayangi masa lepas lagi..

sekarang ni ramai orang perasan aku dah berubah..aku jadi semakin murah dgn syuman..maybe dorang tak perasan mostly its just a fake smile..aku jadikan melukis hobi aku,and aku makin byk dengar lagu2 slow,aku jugak makin byk trmenung..tah la..so much things come across my mind..ramai orang ckp aku sekarang semakin happy dgn hidup aku,yeah..sometimes thats true..sometimes not,

tonight is a christmas night..aku ada satu impian ni..nak main salji kat jepun..and satu hari nnt aku harap ianya akan tercapai..its my dreams after all :)

so kat sini aku ade grab sket gambar christmas night at tokyo..why night?coz i love it more than daytime huhu..aku suke gelap dari cerah..sbb tu aku tak suke sgt bukak lampu kat bilik
btw here it is

sebenarnya aku suka sgt jepun..especially hokkaido..tmpat tu indah sgt..cantik..orang panggil "the land of flowers" sbb mmg cantik bunga2 kat sana

kat sini ade beberapa pic hokkaido..take a look and feels its beauties

Uish..best kan dpat pergi sana..aku memang suka tmpat yang nyaman and sepi,btul2 rasa tenang and aman..teringit sangat panjat gunung pastu kat puncak tu nak jerit kuat2 pastu dengar gema..huhu kelakar je..tapi mmg teringin lah..hmm nak dengar satu cerita pasal mountain?cuba fahami and hayati cerita ini k.aku sangat suke cerita ni sebab benda ni mmg betul..hidup itu adalah cermin kepada diri sendiri

"A son and his father were walking on the mountains.
Suddenly, his son falls, hurts himself and screams: "AAAhhhhhhhhhhh!!!"
To his surprise, he hears the voice repeating, somewhere in the mountain: "AAAhhhhhhhhhhh!!!"
Curious, he yells: "Who are you?"
He receives the answer: "Who are you?"
And then he screams to the mountain: "I admire you!"
The voice answers: "I admire you!"
Angered at the response, he screams: "Coward!"
He receives the answer: "Coward!"
He looks to his father and asks: "What's going on?"
The father smiles and says: "My son, pay attention."
Again the man screams: "You are a champion!"
The voice answers: "You are a champion!"
The boy is surprised, but does not understand.
Then the father explains: "People call this ECHO, but really this is LIFE.
It gives you back everything you say or do.
Our life is simply a reflection of our actions.
If you want more love in the world, create more love in your heart.
If you want more competence in your team, improve your competence.
This relationship applies to everything, in all aspects of life;
Life will give you back everything you have given to it."

YOUR LIFE IS NOT A COINCIDENCE. IT'S A REFLECTION OF YOU

Trying To Makes Myself Comfortable

2009-12-20T07:45:00.000-08:00

Nowadays i already living myself a new life..tough its hard but i must try
a quotation said that if u having a problems..share it with someone whos already having a bigger problems than yours before,it really works

and Luckily..i also got some friends who have been in a worst condition than me before..thanks to teera and shereen..ur problems might be even heartbreaking than mine,but u survived the pain and living a peaceful and happy life now..just knowing that makes me calm and happy too : )

Yesterday i sleeps at 3 A:M
Earlier than before huh..opened my window and staring at the sky and starz...its really beautiful at a time like this..I started mumbling myself and tells my stories..eventough no one listening but i feels better that way..its like the stars itself is a listener..tapi sebelum tu kene lah kunci pintu dlu kang tibe2 family masuk tak pasal2 dorang ckp aku gile ke ape ckp sorang2 kul 3 pagi lmao

Tinggal lagi seminggu aku akan masuk kolej..semester baru dah nak start..habes rambut aku kene cut bagi pendek..wat check up lagi..kumpul cop pengesahan..faks borang lagi...
wow its so tough juz to prepare for it :(

Hari ini aku dengar balik lagu yang aku dengar masa someone yang aku sayang meninggalkan dunia buat selama2nya,Aku ingat lagi masa tu die meninggal masa aku form 5...

and aku ni bukan lah lelaki lembut tapi aku ni jenis yang selalu kasihankan orang..kadang2 tengok surat khabar mangsa perang pon aku leh titis air mata lol..sbb tu ler smpai sekarang aku tak pernah pukul orang..nak pukul pon tak smpai hati ler...so sbb ni lah aku selalu sedih masa orang tu meninggal dunia..kata doktor sakit jantung..sebab tu lah smpai skang aku benci rokok..tapi ms break aritu kan...aku ade mintak rokok dari mmber..nak cube leh ilangkan tensen ke tak..tapi tibe2 teringat pasal orang tu terus tak jadi smokes huhu

Its hard to live this life while being haunted by someone shadows..but life must be put on a front line..masa lepas hanyalah persediaan untuk kita lalui masa hadapan,ape2 yang terjadi ape yang penting adalah kita teruskan hidup..whatever it is..thats what makes us a fighter

Dulu aku pernah berharap..yang semua hidup yang aku lalui selama ini hanyalah satu mimpi..and bile aku bangun dari mimpi ni aku harap aku dkat atas katil tgah jalani hidup yang aman dan peaceful huhu merepek kan?

dulu i used to be an observer and a thinker of this world

sbb tu lah aku suka muzik2 bukan pasal love je..tapi pasal dunia ni..so dkat sini aku nak bagi satu lirik dari salah satu lagu favourite aku yang cite pasal dunia yang dah korup ni..have a look
(aku paling minat bait "is everybody going crazy" sbb aku setuju huhu)

Crazy - By Simple Plan

Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look, I see
Young girls dying to be on TV
They won't stop till they've reached their dreams

Diet pills, surgery
Photoshopped pictures in magazines
Telling them how they should be
It doesn't make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on?
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

I guess things are not how they used to be
There's no more normal families
Parents act like enemies
Making kids feel like it's World War III

No one cares, no one's there
I guess we're all just too damn busy
And money's our first priority
It doesn't make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on?
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

Is everybody going crazy?
Is everybody going crazy?

Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Rich guys driving big SUVs
While kids are starving in the streets

No one cares
No one likes to share
I guess life's unfair

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on?
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something, something is wrong

Is everybody going crazy?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on?
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

Poisoned And Cured - This one is dedicated for THEM

2009-12-05T00:56:00.000-08:00

Ouch..while im typing this..my mind keeps doubted what im thinking for

apakah perasaan sebenar dalam hati aku???

masa ni aku dapat rasa 7 benda

Sakit,Sedih,Geram,Kasihan,Serba Salah,Happy,Bersemangat

What the hell is this feeling..no joke it is really my feelings right now

but whats the most deep is Happy dan Bersemangat...

I felt sad,hurt and angry bcoz of someone,i nearly leave her forever to avoid more sadness

but then rasa kasihan datang..and rasa serba salah mula membuatkan aku berikan dia peluang terakhir..

but i dont think i could stand any more sadness..this is the last chances for Her,and hopefully that she can use this chances wisely

what comes next is perasaan gembira dan bersemangat...

Dont know why..but lately i always YM with my frenz...she always gives me strength...

eventough she likes me but shes never hoping for my break up instead she always tells me to make up with my gf

unfortunately i cant say sape2 name kat sini...Biarlah hanya aku yang tahu

Tah nape..lepas aku dpt nasihat dan semangat..dari seorang kawan tu..tiba2 malam tadi aku mimpi...i cant tell what is that dreams but i can assure u..i woke up this morning with full of spirit..

i want to forget the past..forget the sadness..forget what everyone did to me that hurts me..

its like a new world..This is a Dreams that i hoped for..this a dreams that ive been waiting for..

After this it will be the time of my life...So aku dah cari satu lagu yang sesuai dan sangat kena dgn aku...

I've been waiting for my dreams
To turn into something i could believe in
And looking for the magic rainbow
On the horizon,I couldn't see it

Until I let go,Gave into love
and watched all the bitterness burn
Now I'm coming alive
Body and soul
And feelin' my world start to turn

And I'll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time
To be more than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life

Holding onto things that vanished
Into the air
Left me in pieces
But now I'm rising from the ashes
Finding my wings
And all that I needed
Was there all along
Within my reach
As close as the beat of my heart

So I'll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time to be
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life

And I'm out on the edge of forever
Ready to run
I'm keeping my feet on the ground
My arms open wide
My face to the sun

I'll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time to be
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know
This is the time
This is the time of my life.

And for the Ends..i just hope more happiness will come into my life...Pray for that always Amin

and FYI this month at 28 ill study at a new places

Maybe a new place to study might changes my life forever,who knows..

but after all..only 1 things stand in my way..dlm seminggu ni jantung aku asyek dpt attack..

setiap kali aku rasa sakit aku akan cpat2 masuk bilek and kunci pintu...tanak sape2 pon risaukan aku...

Dulu penyakit ni sgt menakutkan aku..but now i dont really fear that anymore...i didnt even know wether i can survive or not but i still wanna try my best..lets God decide my fate..

Holidays For A Chills Life

2009-10-31T13:39:00.000-07:00

This pitcha..i took it as my intro bcoz i likes it background..ya i set its all to be white

Ok now lets move on to the topic

Huh letih la...balek2 je dah bukak pc member nak tulis blog

lol tak sabar2 dah kot aku nih

Today we visits alot of places..and take a few pic too...but just a few

Bcoz someone cameras out of batteries..thanks dude :-(

Anyway..still got some pic here..lets take a look yeap

Ok first of all thats the bunny or rabbit..I got female one but its quite fierce and i used the paper bcoz its claw are quite sharp too...thats owned by Azim.
.He bought it on the way to Gemas this Evening 1 for Rm25..no discount..no promotion..no credit card..just cash

Lol and itulah aku masa tengah nak bersin tadi...selsema..but i dunno why i got an idea to take a pic just when im done "achoo"-ing haha Venue:Aliff Hometown,Gemas located in his house

Then Today after arrived we decided to go to Johor..to take some fresh foreign states air
Yeap Top left is me.center is Azim and Left one is Aliff

Thats Aliff and Raphael..Raphael is Germanian student comes to Malaysia in The Homestay Program Transfer Student and staying here for 8 month..and He will be leaving and back to his hometown at January next Year..

PS:Hes quite "sotong" lol...Aku dengan Azim selalu main2kan dia..haha masuk air gak dia mcm kitorang gak

As u can see..theres a ship behind us..yeap thats bcoz its a Bay..called Danga Bay..Hey the view theres quite amusing

Ahh btw i forgot..before that we took a visit to the beach and got some suntan lol..and for sure makes something like this..Our very first test subject..Raphael

Err dont take a look at his chest..theres nothing there

And here it is the completed experiments #1

Its been a great holiday..i even got to visit Aliff punye kebun..and theres a amusing view...a village road..greenery..rivers and lakes..and The Civillian there always look at us..dont know why..maybe they all knew all the people there and look at us as stranger lol

Yeah..after all..this Holidays Really saves me..i can release tension too...but after all im not really tension..its just..enjoyable holidays..I already mentioned in my post before this..Why is it that im not really tension now...make sure u all read it too yahhh

Huaaahh Sleepy...ehh look at the clocks now..

Already 5:20 a.m

I think its better for me to sleep..ok ill continue my bla bla later..cya

A New Life - Extended

2009-10-30T18:34:00.001-07:00

Now im building myself a new life, I have a dreams..and i want to achieve it by myself

Aku pon dah baik dengan ex gf..tade la smpai tanak kontek mcm dlu...

After all we broke up not because i give up with her...but i cant stand the things that theres other person in her Hearts...and im not Her very best..

Last Wednesday i saw her pics with that one..yeah it kinda hurts me..she also said yang dia gilakan laki tu..yet i once gilakan dia..lol that guy...maybe he dont realize that hes lucky

Thats when i also realize that i dont really angry and broken after seeing that pic and her fact that she craze for him...because i dont feels anything now lol..my heart already torn into smallest particles...And now my feelings for her was nearly gone..Yeah We are still friends..
and she needs my support..Me too..might be wrong after all this while

But now

Here I am..with major change..yeah...ive learnt alot thanks to Her too...

Maybe next time i have a gf i wont be that easy to ask for break up

And im trying to be nice to all of my acquaitances..

I started to contact all of my ex gf before and ask them about their life..not that i still loves them but i already realized..keeping in touch with them might give me advantage sooner or later..
we might want to collect friends but we would never wanted an enemies right..
and theres some girl that i also contact back..some that used to loves me but i dont loves them..
before this i stop contact them because of gf warning..but now i dont have any gf...lets be friends again..just friends...hope so

Ahhh..And today

Im taking a break from My daily habits

Yeah...Im On Holiday, Pergi Sana Pergi Sini...jum release tekanan walaupon dah macam tade tekanan da haha, That Was My So Called A New Life

Yeap..i feels that i have a new life after i knew that this is not my time yet,a few weeks ago...i got so much pressure..not only because of gf and our break up...but about my coronary..yeap it have some disease...and everyday i scared..afraid..yea who else dont fear death..

But As Today..im already healthy...and ready for another shots..lol what shots for

And im eager to and pumped up my spirits..i really craving to achieve my dreams..and my bright future...Hopefully...Amin

And now i rarely on social network and chatting such as Myspace,Friendster,YM,Mirc,Facebook etc bcoz i dont think online frequently in that sites can give much of my Dreams

Ah forgot to mention everyday from that too...i always watched the stars...and im thinking that i could put some stars pic here

And not to mention the last one is my Favourite ;-) how yours

A New Life

2009-10-28T20:46:00.000-07:00

Looks like im can forget her this much after i realize something...

Lol look at my latest pic...i barely smiles ( lol all of my pic i barely smiles)

Btw

At last she admit..that she loves her ex more than me

The proof is that she uploads his pic with her in Her albums...

Thats pretty enough proof for me...because she said to me before..that she deleted all her ex pictures

and the truth is she hide it from me...lol what a mess

And after 2 years broke up she still cant forget her,and 1 years broke up...she stills put her ex at her Heroes...

but Im easily forgotten and erased lol...at that time i saw that pic..its so painful...

Because after all...i have been cheated by my own gf when she said she already forget him..

after all Our Relationship started to crumble when she mentioned about him

And for that reason...i started to easily forgot her...yeah why i still wants someone who toy with me for 7 month,

but after all maybe its not her fault that she cant forget her ex

its me that cant be perfect for her,

I always said to her that i want to be perfect..i want her to tell me when im wrong

so that i can always be Her perfect and very best bf...and makes her forget the past

in our lifetime..we always have one of our very best partner

i tried my best..to gives her spirit when shes down

i tried my best to protect her from illness...id rather that im the one suffering difficulties

i tried my best..to keep loving her...even when Her families didnt likes me

i tried my best to never angry with her

i tried my best to makes her smile

but even now i can see that Im not that one..its someone else,that she still cant forget for almost 2 years

And i wish that we will never contact anymore...but i still contact her friends..because i never tought them as my gf mmbers but also my friends so ill keep in contact with them ;-)

Mama with funny shoes,sya2 that i always makes fun of lol,anje and atok too...hes some1 that i can makes joke with...all of them will keep in my mind as a friends

Now i Have a new life,new bestfriends,new dreams....

aku ni ada masalah sket..bile tekanan je muka naik jerawat..skang ni muka aku dah ok balek

sebab tekanan dah kurang bile hidup single...no more argument with gf..no more troubles if i did something wrong to her...and most importantly penyakit aku yang paling aku takut dlu pon ok

Last Monday i got appointment with doctor...he said that im recovering from my coronary pain...just need to takes my inhaler and medicine at a given time and jgn lupa makan buah yang byak vitamin c...contohnya limau huhu

At last i can live a new life...at last God grants me a longer life which that i pray everyday..Thanks God

Yeah enough with love chats..berbalik kepada topik asal

A New Life ....

Aku dah mula rapat dengan kawan2 lama dan bestfriend more than before...

yeah after all...it was them all who makes me smile again

And next weeks im taking my driver license...

And throughout December ill be continue my study..but not in UIA anymore

Dah Apply kat IPTA lain..and dapat course business...erk..memang la kot sebab aku yang mintak course tu lol

Sekarang ni tengah belajar drive dengan mmber aku..huhu tadela susah sangat..
2 hari dah leh buat drift...seriously haha...
maybe dah bese tahan lasak and tempat tu luas sangat nak bawak 300km/h pon boleh
tu pon kalo kete tu smpai 300km/h

For now lets focus on one my dreams..to be a successful business man and i got myself Determination

And Now im trying my best to be One of It, Never Abandon any of it

Lol sounds like im already one

Ok lah apa2 pon lets all pray for my Dreams Amin...and lets we all

Success in everything we got even in Love

Sekarang aku dah amek pengajaran...past love always give me and teach me to supress the anger,hatred,irresponsible..and throw away all argument

Yeah,maybe someday ill find someone who truly loves me...

Ok lah sampai di sini je hari ini...nnt sambung balek huhu

Now take a look at one of my favourite pic...a Flower

Yeah someone that i love likes flowers...but i never give her flowers even after we broke up

because never got chance to meet her

I Hope that She might like this

"Love is always bestowed as a gift - freely, willingly, and without expectation - We don't love to be loved, we love to love." - Leo F. Buscaglia

THE END

AND HERE GOES A NEW LIFE

Here I Am With A Fake Smile Living My Own Lies

2009-10-23T13:03:00.000-07:00

By Scott Meyer

Here I Am, stood against my own weakness...Alone

Today, i promise to Her that we will keep in touch

but i never did this before

U know, I mean..i never keep in touch with my ex before,

Bcoz for me, To contact Her while being her friends, is painful

Hurting myself whenever i saw their msg and call

Thats why i never contact my ex gf

except Her

Yeah...she makes me broke my promise

I dunno why, Seems like She needs me alot,

And....Me too, I found out that I still loves Her

I gave up my ego..so that we can keep in touch

and maybe..who know

We might be Lover Once again

For now..i just can create myself a fake smile..and 40% of it contains honesty and happiness

Hope that it will last long...

Happiness Isn't Cheaps

2009-07-20T12:16:00.000-07:00

Sekarang ni aku sangat happy dengan life aku

walaupon hubungan yang lama x menjadi

aku sangat happy dengan someone yang selalu bersama aku

Guess who?

Nah its not time yet for u all to know,because i dont want any of u take her away from me xD

tapi,still,masa lepas bukannya senang untuk kita lupakan

Pernah tak kita sedih sebab memikirkan masa depan,biasanya kita akan sedih kalau memikirkan masa lepas

"when we started to meet somebody,appreciate that moment wisely,because we never know how longer that we can see their faces"

4 days around

2009-06-29T00:21:00.000-07:00

last weeks ari khamis smpai ari isnin ak tido kat umah mmber2 baru ak

sume nye gile2 kelaka mcm ak gak haha

sume study kat unisel shah alam

maybe for me theres something special about them that i already realize

their caring for a new frenz amaze me

thats what we called true friendship

"friends are someone who ask 'how are you' and wait to hear we said 'im fine' then they glad about that"

-End Of Todays Chronicles-

Genting Trips

2009-06-23T13:21:00.000-07:00

Cube tgk sequence pic tu,dari mula kitorang tunggu turn,bile da naek,sebelom start,ogy muka cuak jek,bile da turun sume muka laen,pucat hahaha

Ahah Tgk la kitorang,Happy giler la huhu...x sangka aku leh poe mcm tu,gedikx jek

Masa ni kat Genting,Nak tau tak cane kitorang tgkap pic

mula2,angkat kamera..pastu tgkap pic haha,sebenanye ade 2 boat kat situ..nmpak tgn ogy pgg xnak bagi grak bot,baru leh tgkap pic

Got My New MyKad

2009-06-23T12:02:00.000-07:00

ahah hari ini nak buat mykad

xde orang nak tman kan aku

nak wat mykad kat maju junction..otw gi sane nmpak mmber bestfren ak Azim

so kitorang pon lepak la same2 haha

pastu time tgah lpak same2 jumpe lagi 4 orang mmber2 skolah dulu yg lain

haha siyes kelaka gile...mmg kebetulan..da jadi mcm reunion yg dirancang lak

papepon mykad x dpt lagi

die bagi ic sementara

bosan la hari ini pas balek umah

orang renovate ni

gerudi sana gerudi sini,ketuk sana ketuk sini

adoit bile la umah ni nak siap

-End of Todays Chronicles-

Cant Sleep Maaa

2009-06-22T12:41:00.000-07:00

Today i wish happy fathers day to my dad..and as expected..he replied the same way

i knew it that he doesnt care at all

Guess wat time is it

its already 4 a.m

why is it dat im stil awake??

cant sleep maaa

even girlfriend already asleep LOL

i dont know why,i think that somehow im living in a empty world

so boring.wonder hows the suicider feeling just before he commit suicide

did they depressed?

unhappy?

Fucking Sad...hearbroken etc...

"But for me.living this life while being entertained is never been easier,thus,i still can hold myself,as long as we have will in our life.we will nver be erased from this world"

-End Of Todays Chronicles-

Through all this pain

2009-06-14T11:14:00.001-07:00

hai every1...erk...sebenanya url blog ak ni mgambil ms 1 hari utk ak igt balek lol

sbb tu lame x update blog hee
btw
hari tu pegi kenduri sepupu ak

salah sorang dari sepupu ak tegor aku..ak pon da agak lama x jumpe die

umor 18 thn

3 thn lpas abang die meninggal...

2 minggu seblom kenduri plak ayah die baru meninggal

die mnjadi ketua keluarga pd umor 18 thn

i asked him "how have you been"

he smiled and replied "im stil as usual.nothing more nothing less"

to be able to smile and replied my answer that way despite so many sadness inside,so much dat i respect him for

i know hes a strong guy...losing some1 valuable doesnt means the end for him

for now i just can pray for his family

Al-Fatihah

Goodluck in striving urself pal

"if we ever lost someone that we loved...
do we cry for it
do we regret for it
do we learn something from it
rmmber friends,this world is full of lies
sometimes we even blame God for taking some1 dat we loved
but after all,we are just fooling with ourself,yeah,thats taking our belief away"

-End Of Todays Chronicle-

The Deepest Breath

2009-06-06T05:56:00.000-07:00

Haha best gile bercuti

Pegi Pangkor

pastu

pegi Johor lak,macam2 tmpat kitorang pegi...lbeyh 1200 km kat meter kete tu

Danga Bay
Duty Free Zon JB
Desaru Beach
Kota Tinggi Waterfall
Ayer Hitam
Batu Pahat

kitorang mandi kat pantai desaru,pastu pegi air terjun kota tinggi

tapi yg kurang senang nye,air terjun admission rm8 sorang,padahal waterfall kan nature...every1 berhak dpt mandi,ala dorang cuma tmbah restoran n rockslide sket jek

mlm tu lepak kat danga bay,ade funfair tapi yg kelakanye,roller coaster punye lmbap pusing x smpai 100m die da caj RM10 pay per play,haha yang laen sume x best

kat danga bay tu kitorang jln2 tgkap pic,n melayan blues berempat haha,kelaka lak,mcm GAY

papepon sweet memories replace another memories bcoz we as a human hve a limited storage in our brains

"sometimes we feels happy,sometimes we laugh,sometimes we enjoy the feeling,but remember as long as they are friends,Keep On Sharing with them,because sharing is the heart of Loving"

-End Of Todays Chronicle-

Bangunlah Korang!!

2009-05-25T19:38:00.000-07:00

Hari ni hari selasa,aku bangun tido kul 10:32:53 pagi

semalam letih aku dgan pijan baru smpai perak

sebenanye kitorang patot pegi perak tu tengahari semalam lagi,

tapi time baru nak gerak pegi stesen puduraya,mamat sorang tu ckp

"weyh times square jom,nak men tekken la"

aku mengangguk tnda setuju(ayat novel)

last2 kitorang naek bas kul 9 mlm huhu

arini plak,nak pegi pulaw pangkor,masa aku taip ni aku dkat umah mmber ak kat teluk intan

bdak 2 ekor tu stil lena dibuai mimpi,ak mgambil kesempatan ni mengumpat dorang huahua

ckp psal mgumpat ni,aku mmg byk jadi mangsa,budak2 uia tu kaki ngumpat

for me tu sume permainan hidup,x sah kalo sume orang ckp baik2 jek psal kita

kene gak ckp burok2,kalo x msti ak yg bosan asyek dengar orang puji aku jek ;-)

"if we feels like talking,then we just talk about anyting,if we feels like we were someone topic,that means that they we once our topics,it was all a life cycle -what goes around comes around"

AKU BENCI ROKOK!!!

2009-05-24T03:40:00.000-07:00

Hari ini hari ahad,hari yang paleng slalu ak kua hangout dgn mmber

but i declined when my frenz ask me to hangout with them

bcoz?

im supposed to holidae at pangkor island today,but back then this moron www.ordinarypijunk.blogspot.com said "x jadi la arini,tunggu ak la esok"

i said to myself "im really sorry guyz,i should join u today"

phew,no comment

hari ini jugak,da beberapa hari aku tak msg dgn si dia,aku rindu die sebenanye,tapi apekan daya,nokia ku dicampak oleh adik yg nakal,sehingga terburai isi perutnya (huhu kejamnye ayat)

that HP is my only memento of my late uncle,he died because of smoking habit,shit,i really hate smokes,i hope that i can turn back the time and find the creator of that shit and kill him,biar aku yang kene hukuman bunuh orang,janji benda tu x wujud kat dunia ni

persoalannya,berani ke aku nak bunuh orang?hehe upah orang je la

dan mampukan aku kembali ke masa dulu?

"sumtymes theres a thing that we can never change,we call that our PAST"

-End Of Todays Chronicle-

What A Mess

2009-05-23T03:06:00.000-07:00

Today im supposed to treat my 3 bestfriends for MOVIES,yeah we like movies a lot

sumtymes,we took a movie marathon,look at us,4 men huhu,its not a gay matters,its about friendship n Free-time killer,bcoz we r suprisingly good at both of that ;-)

Tapi apekan daya,arini--->>

Busot:bro ak xde duet la,next tyme je la

Ogy:kimak ko mid valley,malas aku jaoh kot,aku x hafal jalan

Fayadh:aku xde sen la,aritu kua minyak pon abes

Aku:haiz,aku nak culik sape bwk kua arini,bosan,perlukan teman!!

tapi xpe,esok ak pegi pulaw pangkor yeahhhhh,time to spit ur sweat babe

at least aku leh tenangkan perasaan aku yg sentiasa berserabot ni,

People said that if we remember someone,that means they leave a place in our mind

but it also can be a permanent scar in our heart,as for me

but past is a past

To be able to overcome that scar,its what makes me a fighter

So today,im talking to myself

"This world is full people,everyone have their own test,u got ur own,But rmember that we are not alone,to place urself along with another,thats what makes our life valuable to live for ;-)"

-End Of Todays Chronicle-

The 1st Step Into Purification

2009-05-22T00:44:00.000-07:00

Bismillah-a firstly gratitude for Allah,as a muslim

Everyone said that i should have something for them to know more about myself

and yeah,myspace or frenster, doesnt give much help in understanding myself

N surprisingly,On 25 April,

Da old me is gone and Dead

And Im going through a lot of changes,not to mention wats good in it

I Feels Alive,New,Fresh,Spiritually Encourage

This is NEW ME ;-)

Thanks god makes me feels like this

Alhamdulillah

Just recording my life journal starting today,hope that this will give me something in handy later

-End Of Todays Chronicle-